I'm Really Sorry!

I'm really sorry to sq that i really do not know that there would happen. i felt really bad and i felt really sorry about it. I really do not mean it to make use of you to go interview with me. Really sorry and i do not know what to say to you. I also don't know what to say to make you better. I only wish to say:

I'M Really Very SORRY!!!!!

1st post after a long time!

Finally exam are over and i'm free to blog. It was really a long time that i did not blog. I shall start blogging again! Let start with yesterday. Yesterday went to tp with si qing for a talk. The talk was about one of the course that we are interested and wish to get in. It was really a interesting course and people there was quite nice. After the course, there were a music festive. But we were not interested and decided to leave and we are hungry. We went to airport to have our dinner at sakae sushi. There lots of people. But after a ten minutes waiting time, we got a sit and had our dinner. After dinner, it was late and so we went home. Today went out in the morning until at 10.05pm, i manage to reach home. It was a busy day but it was worth spending time to do it. I'm going, need to go to bed as i am attending my cousin's ROM tmr at sentosa.

Sweet dream readers!

My BIRTHDAY!!!!

Today 19 august 2010 is the day where i came to this world for 17 years already. Today is my BIRTHDAY!Time really flew fast where i am already 17 years old already. Thanks to all people who wish me and even gave me present. My wishes for this year is:

1) Wish people who are around me, family, friends and me myself have healthy and strong body!

2) Wish that i will do well for my O level this year as well as my friends. Hope we can get into ploy!

3) MY SECRET!!!! hehe ^^

Thats all for today! i will post my about my birthday again tmr! I am really tired after taking medicine. Shall go to bed!

Sweet dreams to all!

Bad cafe!

Last saturday, meet si qing at bugis and went to study. We at first wanted to go to mc to study. But after so, we decided to go to iluma the cafe, Coffee Bean. We went there for the first time and so we look around. After we have decided what to drink, i order first. As i knew that we will be staying there a long hour, i order a large hot chocolate which cost me $7.20. After i order, this girl then point to me a sign. "Do not STUDY here" i just do not what to do. I told her get the drink then think. The seat behide her and me, all studying so i said that it should be ok. We were just talking about something and si qing put her pencli case on the table. Not long, one of the people come and said, "Are you going to study here? Sorry, there is people waiting for seats and hope you all don't study here." I was like ok, but my drink! Fine, we can go look for other place. But the worst thing is that the drink is darm not nice. It is SO SO SWEET. Even si qing say so, so what do you think? I told si qing, i will never even go to coffee bean. It is really bad. After so, we went to the nation library to see if there is place, but sad, there is not place. Si qing look at a board and saw there is a study room. We went to check it out, but the place is pack that there is not space at all. No choice, we went to try and look for another place. Luckily, there is a place for us to study. We went to a cafe outside the library to study. It was not a bad idea to study over there. ok, that's all for that horrible day to look for a place to study!



Time really flew fast that we are now having our prelim exam. I have completed my english paper 1 and 2, ss and maths paper 1. It is really bad for almost all paper. I think i will be going for the ec soon! Tmr there is still geo paper. Lot to do! The end of my post for today!

Birthday Photo

As i said in the previou post that i will post the picture of si qing's birthday photo and that girl ask me to post. Therefor, i'm to post the photo.

Some Updates!

Wow, i have not be updating for almost a month! I was lazy and also some reason. School have started and there is so much things to do. Lots of homework to be done. Let me update some event. During the holiday, i have said in the post before i have been going to school for the first two week for lesson. I have study science too with my vice principal and si qing on the third week. After so, i went back to indo on thurday. It was so fun and nice to stay there. I do not wish to come back, but no choice, my uncle was not around and so my mum do not allow me to stay. I have took some photos there and will try to upload here. After i was back, one more week and school started.

On the second week of june, we(me, samantha, her boy, jorelle, her boy, lin lin, her boy) have plan a mini surprise birthday BBQ for si qing. It was fun but we brought too much food. We all borough her present and cakes for her. We have took some photos and i have upload on facebook. Lazy to upload here. The BV bazaar that i have said was far earlier than the bbq. It was totally a boring event, nothing much there. We there for about one hour plus and we went off to shopping.

On the 1st of july, it was si qing's birthday, it was so fun in school, after school before remedial, Amirah ask naqib to get a cake behind school. We sing birthday song for her after remedial. WE also took some photo ands will update here. We smash some cakes on her face, she even chase Amirah as her birthday is also coming soon. We really have so much fun.

Today, meet si qing and went to do some homework cause there is really too much homework. After si qing meet me, she is meeting taylor for dinner. I was going home early but due to some reason, i do not need and so i sited with her to wait for her boy. i wanted to see, but she hor, being chasing me home. Before even i go, we saw eeting and don. They ask why we were there and i think they are there for dinner and shopping. At around 6.45, i went home and that girl went to meet her love. She was so worry that i will stay and not going home, send me until the car park there. She ya..... Lots of work to do. That's all for today, i going to my lovely bed! ^^

Holiday = School Day!

Being going to school since school holiday starter. Going to school at 8am and end at 5pm. How i wish there is no holiday. Rather have normal school then holiday. Next week i still have to go school from 9am to 5pm. Not like the others, can stay at home and rest or have fun! who ask me to be so so "clever " for science. On Monday, finally i have finish my O level chines. But it seems like i will have to retake the paper again cause it was not easy to me. One of my friend who had taken the paper last said that this year's paper was harder than the paper that she have taken before. Sign! Lets just hope that i will be able to make it and no need to retest. Need to go, going to school for BV bazaar. Will try to update about it when I'm back!

Oral

Today i ended my oral exam. Yesterday i have my English oral and Chinese today. Yesterday English oral was about the weather in singapore and how it will effort us for the second question and about helping people for the first. I got Mr teo this year again. Sq say that she only hear me getting him for so many time. When mr teo ask me about a time when i should not help others. I was blur, my mind just went blank and do not know what to say. I think i did quite bad for my English oral. Sam was in front of me and i came out first. I think i did not say much and clear as he keep as me whether i am saying something or what. For today Chinese oral was ok, not too bad. i got madm wang this year. She is nice and friendly. Talking to her do not make me feel scare. when i start reading the passage, it was smooth, but when i reach words that i do not know, i start to have no confident and even lower my voice. For the conversion was smooth too. She talk like normal and even ask me question that do not relate to the question that she suppose to ask me. It was about exercise, after so, she ask me about study and time that i woke up and sleep. I think not good, but maybe a not bad marks i guess. So fast and my O level exam for Chinese is just two weeks away. Hope i'm ready by then! Hope everyone can get good grades for their oral!

Food!

When out with si qing on saturday to eat at marina bbq and steamboat buffet. It was noit bad, quite nice. I will in change of the bbq side and si qing who in charge of the steamboat side. It was our first time there and we saw the person help us put butter in the thing so i open one and si qing too. We both end up get hurt by the butter that pop out. N the it got burn for the alminer foil. It was like other peoplesa changw after 15 to 30 min, but our's, like only 10 min?! For the steamboat, there is two side and so it is easily for us to take the food near to us. This girl is so good that she will take the food form her side to my and i end up very bolder to. Luncky we did not say that we want the DIY ice cream. Overall i would say 3 out of 5. after so we went to somewhere els to have a drink and chat. It was fun and not bad.

Today, i also try out three dish for my F&N coursework. I have never ate such a weird and not nice soup. When i was cooking, i see and don't feel like eating. For the fried rice and chicken ball was good. Thats all fro now, my stomach not feeling well, need to go!

Last round

Today time pass fast and not much work were done. I was lonely cause someone was not in school. Beside me is so empty, but Samantha came sitting beside me to talk to me. Thank you Samantha!^^ During PE, we were having our 2.4Km test. It was so tiring and sad. We have to run five and the half round outside the school. I was doing my best so that i will not have to rerun. But guess what, the god want me to rerun. Reaching to my last round, it started to rain heavily and we have to stop. But after we stop and walk back to school, the rain stop(heart broken). The class though that we just have to finish maybe that last round next week, but teacher say that we have to rerun the whole five and the half round. FIVE and the HALF round!!! If i have finish the last round, i will sure Pass! Sad to hear that, but the truth is truth. Sign, just have to bear with it. Hope i can do well just like today so that i will not fail and pass. So that i do not have to run again. Thats all for today, going to bed now. BYE!

End up buying something els

Went out with Si Qing yesterday and was suppose to buy bowl and plate for our coursework, but we end up not buying anything for coursework, but something els. First we meeting to go vivo, but she sms me to go tm to buy things for her dad's birthday present. We went there on friday already, but we thought the shop close for the day and so we went to try yesterday and guest what, the shop is close down. I laugh non-stop and head to shop to buy two tees. Not for us, but someone els. After so, she say she want go bugis cause she say the thing that she want to buy for her father, at bugis have and so we head to bugis.When we reach bugis, we walk past a pushcart, we stop and look at watch. We like it and so we brought the same kind, buy different colour watch. After so, we went to get her dad present and off to going to vivo. But we stop at a shop again to see something. Si qing wanted to see the four leaves key chain to see what she can get for her mum for mother day present and guest what, i brought something there. But it was worth it as it is very cute and nice. Hope he will like it and i'm sure that his girl like it alot. Finally, we went to vivo. I think we are so into the conversation that we had that we end up going don't know where and so walk back. The root to vivo change and so we end up going somewhere els before we get to vivo. We went to subway before to get our stuff. I tease her on the way about things that happen at the same subway shop, jorelle will know what happen. After so, we went to the shop, we push a trolley cause we thought that we will be buying plates and bowls. But after we walk around, we found out the we could not get anything cause we do not know how our dish will look like and so we end up with empty trolley.

After meeting me, Si Qing be having dinner with her boy. Her boy will call her then she will travel to city hall to meet him. But at around 6.30pm onward, she start to look at her phone after every 10 to 15 min to see whether her boy call her not. At around 7.15pm, she start to panic. She was afraid that her boy is not coming or playing on her. When her boy called, i see a smile on her face. I was also smiling cause she stop panic and my ear can rest. Right Michelle? After so, she travel to city hall to meet her boy and i travel to my grandma house. Overall was nice and we have lots of laughter.

I finally have a laptop of my. My uncle finally help me to get a laptop. The brand is LG. Michelle say is not good, so is my aunt too. But never mind lah, at least i have a laptop of my and able to do my coursework. Thats all for now, going off to do my homework. ♥

The watch we brought!!! ♥♥♥

The present that sq get for her dad! ^^

Panda Chiffon with curry?!

Yesterday, went out with si qing to eat at polar. At first we wanted to watch movie, but the movie is not out yet so we went to eat at polar. When i was on my way to bus stop, she suddenly called me and her voice is weird. I thought what had happen. She say she reach already so i say i will try to reach there fast. But she say no use cause all the train is not moving and it scary. Cause someone have jump and the the train stopped with a loud break that shock her. In the end we took bus. I took bus to go and find her. On the way there, i saw people On the mrt tack, it really seem very scary. We went to polar and we order curry chicken rice. It was not bad, but the food is too much. Both of us just stare at the food and in the end, we keep on stuff the food into our mouth. We have a large plate of food, with a drink and a LARGE BIG piece of panda chiffon, Both of us fight for the smaller piece, but guess what, so nice of fried, scary that i'm not full, allow me to have the large piece. Have anyone of eaten panda chiffon with curry? This fried eat panda chiffon with curry!!! But she say is nice. Anyone want to try? Ok, i have to go, I going to see doctor. Bye!!!

i did not mean to just not reply that msg, but i was just about to send the msg, i saw the reply. I was trying to get time so that i will be able to meet cuz i going to see doctor later. Never mind, whatever i say will not help anymore.

To her if she see this:

I really sorry that i give you the wrong feeling of that. I did not know that i give you those kind of feeling. I know that you having a hard time, I also never thought that helping you in maths is a waste if time. You are right, i talk without thinking all the time. But i really don't mean that way. Knowing you for years, i really enjoy it very much being with you. Not body in my life ever treat me like really good friends at all until i meet you. In primary school, i have to do things for them. When they need me, they will take me, when they don't, they will just throw me off.But you did not, you are always with me no matter sad or happy. I really didn't mean to hurt you. I hate myself too, i shouted at myself , why must i talk without thinking all time, why must say words that you don't like. I know that i have hurt you very much this time round, but i really don't mean it. I know no matter how whay i say, you may not forgive me. I just hope i still have a small chance to get forgiveness from you. I promise i will start to change myself to be a better person, to think before saying anything and temper. Hope you can give me one more chance.

If i really don't care, i will not stay back and help. i was really sleepy, but try to keep myself awake. i not i will just go right? i know that she has lots of work so i just let her finish so that she will be able finish and not feel stress. I know that the work is nothing to do with tmr, but at least she can finish it soon. i'm really tired, me also not a very good student. yes, i ok with maths, does not mean that i no need help. i also need. if i dont care, wat for i write the qust for them, i only got a pair of hand and i just one to let a person do first then her turn and before that, she can study the sign that is still unclear. i not trying to say that she is wrong but you should know by now that if i really don't care, i will really just left or do my own work and dnt teach anything to you right. i know u really wish to go to the course that you wan, so i know you can make it. I know it is hard for me, but i just want to give it a try. for you, no problem. you got them to help you, me? got you and sam, but other then that i have to really depend on myself and i'm really slow.

Down my luck

Holiday for CNY have ended, so sad. On the second day of new year, i went out with Si Qing, Samantha and Jorelle. At first we wanted to go maybe some where near by but Si Qing was some where further and so in the end we went to somerset. It was very fun with them, hope to go out together again k! At about 7pm, Si Qing, Samantha, Samantha's boy, the friend and i wanted to catch a movie. But only left the first few row so in the end we end up sitting down to have a drink and chat. WE also took photo when we were at somerset. I will post some here. ^^As my title of this post is 'Down my luck', i will get back to it. This few days was really down my luck. On wed, i stay back with si qing to study and i hurt my hand. Until today it still hurt. Yesterday i was late for school and i have to be punish. Today was the worst, i fall before i go to school. I fall at my house the car park there and when i reach to school, it start to feel very hurt and start to bleed. So for the whole day today, i feel very pain and a bit hard to walk. Today gg, i just sit there and watch them. Hope that it will get well soon and when i sleep tonight, i will not hurt and get worse when i woke up tmr. Thats all for today! Enjoy the photos!

Happy Chinese New n Happy Valentines Days to all my friends!

Wow, my blog is really very dead. I will try my best to post more k! I'm here to wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINES DAYS. Hope everyone will have a healthy and strong body. Time past fast and a new year is here again. I will post about my new year day after that and upload some photo! Lastly

Happy Chinese New year and Happy Valentines Day!^^

A brand new year

So fast and now is already 2010. Time really past very fast and around 8month or less i will be sitting my O level le! Time really past fast. Today is first day back to school. Not much change to some of my classmate, and some classmate are new. Today after school, me and si qing also went to airport to eat and study. On the way, we talk alot of rubbish and laugh alot too. I really hope that this year i can do better in my study so that i can really go poly to course that i like and get a better and job that i like after poly. A brand new year and hope to forget all the unhappy thing and will be friend with my really good friends forever! That's all for today!

To: Si Qing and Sam Ang

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